Feels like the first time~

So, I'm back to wanting to keep up more with my blogging, even though I'm bananas busy, it's probably going to be spotty at times, but I guess the fun will be in the trying...

So a quick overview. I'm in Florida now, west coast, River is just me pen name....I got my license's switched, registered to vote, got a job, and I'm working on my exams for school, or however it works, I'm narrowing in on what I want to do (and writing on my novel/book in the meantime), the bottom line is I'm desperately wanting to do the TESL still, I was going to do the oxford seminars in January, but since I've never gotten even an associates I'm not sure it makes much sense to worry about the certificate when I need to have some college in, in order for most countries to consider you as a teacher.
So now I'm thinking; get an associates degree and then maybe do the EPIK course, they do one through like a different company, and you can get started with an associates instead of a bachelor's. You can even continue your education in a different country!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW FREAKING EPIC!!!!!! Since that's always what I've wanted to do.....so anyway things may be uncertain, but how much I want to live, breathe, and explore other countries, starting with my Korea is not uncertain, so I'll make it happen even if takes me another two years, that time will pass anyway......

Anyway on past that, I have a passion still for dance,acting, martial arts and languages so I'm always continuing on that. And book publishing!! I'm to Page 140 in my book woot woot....

So I'm living with my sister, continually stuck in time-looped thoughts about my international boy <3 and trying to just survive. Sometimes it's really hard because I may look strong on the outside and sure, but some days I feel really suicidal to be honest~

So here we go again, I'll try to make a post tomorrow.